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 I have a sporadic routine. When I have a good day, I take my meds around 8pm, dick off on the computer for a hour or two until I get really drowsy, then I switch from big screen to small screen and fall asleep anywhere from 10pm - 2am.

This was not the case last night. I stayed up until about midnight playing an old classic shooter with people on Discord. Then I went to my social security pages and looked at what forms that I personally can submit without anyone else needing to do anything. My lawyer is dragging their feet. I retained them over a year ago and they appeal the denials for me but they do some stupid stuff that makes me lose faith in them. For instance, they were sent copies of all my medical records. Months later they called me and asked me what my diagnosis are. 110% shitters.

Yesterday my support staff took me grocery shopping, I had a voucher for groceries from the mental health housing program I reside in.

I bought some deli meat, 3 gallons of milk, eggs, deli cheese, pizza pockets, a cinnamon cake, 2 energy drinks, 1 tea, 2lb of Amish potato salad, 2 packages of bread, a jar of mayo.

I know that's pretty autistic to write out, but I remembered every single item I purchased without having to look in my fridge.

It's a good thing that I got this voucher before the EBT gets shut off tomorrow because I'd have to go to a food bank and I'm sure they're all going to be overrun.

I also spent a lot of time reinstalling windows. My Mechanical keyboard had a strange problem where some of the keys weren't working, instead they were controlling the media controls. I looked it up and a few of the answers said reinstall windows. So I did. My keyboard worked, but the S key would output X. I instantly assumed both of the keys needed cleaning as S resides right about X, what are the odds. That didn't work either.

I finally found out how to fix it. My keyboard has a function(FN) key that when held with other keys, changes things. I somehow entered MAC mode which has those specific keys tuned to the media controls. A simple two button fix that I turned into a multi hour ordeal of winblows. I turned of MAC mode. I found a GUI software program from the manufacturers website, which upon installing, immediately fixed all the problems.

Something hilarious I came across in the process. My craptop doesn't have the 3 pin audio input. It's only 2 pin and my headset is 3 pin. I bought a cheap USB sound card off of Amazon for 6$.

I googled the internal firmware AB13X and people are finding the same firmware on a multitude of different products, including giants like Apple.

Yes, Apple is using 6$ sound cards in their products and probably charging over ten times that. BAAAAAAAAH! There's to many sheep!

Further Ado: I spent too much time hardening my browser and computers. My browser masks every aspect or spoofs it. And I mean EVERY aspect. It took a few hours, but It's worth it in the end knowing that I am secure.

I remember when I lived with my sister. She married an alcoholic loser psycho that I beat the shit out of one time because he put his hands on my sister. He has all these dumbass tattoos all over to project this hardass image but he's really a little bitch, he got a few hits on me but I honestly didn't even feel them and they didn't even bruise afterwards.

Anyways, while I was living there we butted heads all the fucking time because he's a god damn psycho. I was 99% sure they keylogged my PC or the router because they somehow knew what websites I was looking at. Imagine that, my only outlet to the world and they try and bug it and expose it, take it away, harness it, use it against me, bully me with it.